Posts Tagged ‘grace’


born Free

August 7, 2009

voila! the long wait is finally over. i’m free!

i just can’t explain how it feels. does flying feel like this? perhaps, being born again? as if 60lbs of baggage was taken from me. why didn’t i do this the first time i had to? i won’t let it happen again..or should i say, i won’t let anything put me in that situation ever again.  yaeh, i think that’s it! it’s hard, yet worth working hard for. i can’t wait for Sunday to come..and the next Sunday, the next, the next, and the next next next Sundays.. oh, and how about Christmas and New Year, and birthday? haay… i have to exercise this freedom i now have.. i have to continue receiving this precious Gift i denied myself for quite a long time.. i gotta change. i gotta live a life that is truly living for.

time starts now. 🙂


free Spirit

July 21, 2009

have you ever experienced waking up in the morning and realizing that the thing you desperately yearned for quite some time is not something to be longed for after all? i just did; this morning. it’s like believing all your life that your favorite color is green but suddenly it turns out to be red. it is the same to thinking that you love the taste of berries but then it turns out that you’re actually allergic to it. it’s like undoubtedly enjoying and dancing to the rhythm of classic music but suddenly banging your head to the deafening sound of hard core metal.

every thing in this world changes and you will be left behind if you don’t find the courage to accept it. many times you will question and get lost wandering in the sea of answers. the key is move on with your life and believe that one day you will stumble upon the reason you’re looking for. and by that time, you will easily understand the changes that occurred in your life, and genuine acceptance will set you free.

surely most of us have things or people who we think we cannot live without. and when the time comes when fate takes them away, our world explodes. but hey, it’s not the end of the universe; believe me.

i believe that the Lord’s grace of acceptance just visited me this morning. it smiled at me and warmly embraced me with all its might. what’s the most important of all? i hugged it back and didn’t allow it to escape so that my body, my mind, and my heart, welcomed it with all their might. it’s a truly tear-jerking scenario running now in my imagination. and as i welcomed acceptance, my burdens lightened, my spirit freed.